RAMSEY YOU LOOK MUCH HOTTER AREN’T YOU

My first impulse is not to grab her or kiss her or yell at her. I simply want to touch her cheek, still flushed from the night’s performance. I want to cut through the space that separates us, measured in feet—not miles, not continents, not years—and to take a callused finger to her face. I want to touch her to make sure it’s really her, not one of those dreams I had so often after she left when I’d see her as clear as day, be ready to kiss her or take her to me only to wake up with Mia just beyond reach.

Where She Went - Gayle Forman

putrianggra, 2014

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Mantep juga nih. Kapan-kapan jalan kesana aaaah…

Pecu(liar)

Where should I start?
Something weird, strange. Something that you never know would come in particular. Something that has many question of it. Something… infinite.

Why infinite?

Too random. I am blinded.

I am blinded by your presence.

I don’t know what kind of species are you, what kind of alien are you, what kind of human are you. I don’t know if I should recall you human.

Being with you…

It’s like an endorphin. I need it more and more.

I feel it like a fresh air, at my breathless life.
At my hopeless limit. At my careless personality. At my lack of happiness. Li(f)e.

My hands were strong, I’m gripping your heart. But don’t know what thing that you call it as heart.

My limped step, you help me to walk. But don’t know how do you even stand.

You are my shining star. But don’t know how do you have your own light.

Your words are so soothing and warm. I want to be with you. Forever. Like you ever said everyday.

Like you always whisper to me until I’m asleep.
Like you always wish between our prayers.

"I love you."

Smooth as silk, stab as a knife. That’s what I feel when you’re lost all of sudden.

How would you fake it all.
How would you fake it all…

"Anggra mau kan, menghabiskan sisa hidupnya sama aku?"

You took my heart and you held it in your mouth
And, with the word all my love came rushing out
And, every whisper it’s the worst, emptied out by a single word
There is a hollow in me now

So I put my faith in something unknown,
I’m living on such sweet nothing,
But I’m tired of hope with nothing to hold,
I’m living on such sweet nothing.
And it’s hard to learn,
And it’s hard to love,
When you’re giving me such sweet nothing,
Sweet nothing,
Sweet nothing,
You’re giving me such sweet nothing.

It isn’t easy for me to let it go
Cause
I’ve swallowed every single word
And, every whisper, every sigh
Eats away at this heart of mine.
And there is a hollow in me now

So I put my faith in something unknown,
I’m living on such sweet nothing,
But I’m tired of hope with nothing to hold,
I’m living on such sweet nothing.
And it’s hard to learn,
And it’s hard to love,
When you’re giving me such sweet nothing,
Sweet nothing,
Sweet nothing,
You’re giving me such sweet nothing.

And it’s not enough
To tell me that you care,
When
We both know the words are empty air.
You give me nothing.

[Calvin Harris - Sweet Nothing]

Thank you for being there for a moment. For the blink of the eye.

I hope you’re not what I thought. What I assume.

"why you always thought of bad things when it comes to me?" You always said.

yeah, we can call it so.

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Anomaly - Incubus

A cloud hangs over,
It’s a city by the sea,
I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be, (might be)
Out there and sober as a well for loneliness,
Please do persist girl its time we met and made, a mess.

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, Anomaly, Anomaly.

A cloud hangs over,
And mutes my happiness,
A thousand ships couldn’t send me back from distress,
Wish you were here,
I’m a wounded satellite,
I need you now put me back together make me right

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, Anomaly, Anomaly,
I’ll crawl to your name,
I’ll bend to the earth,
Not one of the others could ever compare,
Anomaly, Anomaly

Wait there is a light,
There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I couldn’t care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light, there is a fire,
Defragment dreams the attic,
Fate or something better I couldn’t care less,
Just stay with me a while.

I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, Anomaly, Anomaly,
I’ll crawl to your name,
I’ll bend to the earth,
Not one of the others could ever compare,
Anomaly, Anomaly

Wait there is a light there is a fire
Defragment dreams the attic,
Fate or something better I couldn’t care less,
Just stay with me a while…

Listening to Sad But True by Metallica

Every line tell the truth; the irony that sometimes we felt. – Preview it on Path.

I am tired enough for all of this

Sometimes, I want to get right outta here.
I want to have all things done.
I want to…

Yes, sometimes I am so dumb, I get into troubles,

but then, am I really the one to blame?

Life is never fair, I know.

Thought via Path

Kau di utara, aku di selatan :( semoga cepet ada titik pertemuannya yah. – Read on Path.

Heheeeee… Bener tho? ;) with Rio Yudistra – View on Path.

If you just give me a small chance, I will prove it to you that I will be one of the best decision you’ll ever made.

- May 2014

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